I know I have no excuses for not blogging even though I said I would blog more but it's really because I started working again and EVERYDAY is about work work work and work. And on my off days I really want to just rest and do absolute nothing. So graduation is over and I'm glad I'm going back to school. YES I KNOW I AM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL I CANNOT BELIEVE IT EITHER. Okay I would believe it if I got better grades or like I'm smart and hardworking, which I am absolutely not (okay everyone knows that shut up jo).
Okay moving on again. I think I have something wrong with me... I come home late from work almost everyday and I continue watching MasterChef US (S3, if you were wondering) until even later or, even worse, I GO AND HAVE SUPPER. Okay, if you know where I work at, you only get to eat one meal ONLY IF you are working a full shift (11-12am). Plus, we only get to eat about 5/6 pm? Plus, I sleep late, so I wake up late and I don't get enough time to eat breakfast so technically I don't get anything and just starve till that time. SIGH LIFE SUCKS TOO BAD.
I think I'm really losing it because I really don't even know what to blog about anymore, and I don't even know what I'm talking about most of the time and I feel like I always skid off track - like I talk about a certain thing then I just drift away and talk about something else. So tell me - how am I going to start school like this? How am I going to feel like I can make it through 3 years of this? Somehow I feel like I'm too old to be going back to school or to make friends. That's really retarded and it doesn't make sense but somehow I really dread going to school. I don't feel like I would like it as much as I like Poly (and as a matter of fact I don't even like it that much...). UGH THIS JUST SUCKS.
why are my blogposts always so complain-y and so annoying okay i apologise
btw private post up hehe ;)
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