Time is really flying by! It seems like it was just yesterday that school has started. Now, we're already at the halfway mark of the semester. This means our 217 and 225 professors are leaving and we're getting new professors for the second half of the semester. :( This also means midterms are coming/over. 294 is the worst because I never ever listen in class and it's all about the same stats thing that we learnt in poly, FOUR times. Yeah I learnt stats four times. And I'm still struggling to remember things that I've learnt.
School has been too much for my little brain to handle. I'm assuming there is something wrong with me because I am forever tired. No matter how much sleep I get, I am forever sleepy and nothing is ever enough. No amount of sleep can satisfy me. I go to school tired all the time. I'm sleeping on buses, sleeping once I get home, sleeping at night. How can one not be satisfied with the amount of sleep they get?
This week, I learnt that 407 was really important and instead of wasting time like we did in class last semester, we should have spent that time learning about things that will be important in my 408 lessons. Because of our 407 class and the person running the class, all of us went into 408 unprepared and whilst some of us are able to make it, others are left barely holding on to that cliff. Sure it was fun whilst we were watching movies in class and having parties and doing nothing at all when it was happening. I would definitely rather spend that time learning about things that will help my life, like grammar or other aspects of language that will be important. It does suck going into 408 with nothing learnt from 407 and struggling to stay afloat. For the first time in my life, I'm finding it really tough to make it in an English class. I'm definitely struggling and I hate this position I'm in. There are ways to get out of this and obviously I'm going to try or die trying. Sigh.
There's too much to say, and bitching about people is something I'm learning to control and stop. However, I've learnt to stop giving people chances because some people just don't deserve the kindness you provide. Learn to let go of friendships that are just not worth the trouble that it brings you. You learn to discover that some things are just not worth it and you'll be so much better without it.
You only run from someone when you're guilty.
