Haven't seen my babies in such a long time, and I am very very thankful that I got to spend my Wednesday with the bbgs. What's a meet up without Simpang food? That was our first stop, with stories and updates of our lives, one by one. Phones stacked up in the corner like how we've always done it, and sitting there with our food, we pour our hearts out to each other. These are meet ups that we each hold so close to our hearts. Days, weeks, months, years from now, we'll always look forward to those days, where we meet up, cast aside all our distractions and just speak freely. Yes, some of us are leaving, some of us are going to get so busy we'll hardly get to meet up, but these are the small things that make the largest difference in our lives and I bet with everything I have that we'll all try to make it work. Because we've gone through so much together, good times, bad times, everything. I'm extremely ecstatic to announce that....
WE ARE ALL GOING TO GRADUATE!!!!!
This is definitely very heartwarming, to me, at least. After 3 years of going through everything that we have gone through, all the rubbish that we've handled and obstacles we overcame, we're finally here. All together. At the finish line. And that's all that matters.
Friends are forever
Moving on to a slightly serious topic. People fall in and out of love so easily. I've seen it happen to so many different people. People I love the most. I don't know why but I'm always surprised/shocked/at a loss for words when I see how fast people change their feelings towards each other. Definitely not going to mention names or any events here to respect their privacy. I guess this just further proves why people build up walls, to protect themselves in case such events actually happens to them. But we all know there's bound to be someone who'll break those walls down and show you that he/she is actually worth of your love, care and concern. And obviously, you let your guard down and slowly let them into your life.
There are two ways to this scenario:
1. A happy ending.
2. A broken heart.
I guess people try things out because they're never sure which will happen. We'll all always get our happy endings in the end, but it's how many heartbreaks, how many walls we'd have to build and tear down before the right one comes along. I guess there's no certainty to what the future will bring, and yes, it'll definitely scare us, but how many will let their guards down, demolish that wall and dare to try again? Yes, heart breaks hurt like a bitch, we all know that. But at some point of time, we'd realise it's okay to move on, it's okay to stop thinking about what used to be, what used to matter.
I hate seeing the people I love being hurt. Especially in events like these because there's never going to be an exact time where the person starts to slowly move on. I feel for them, so much, because I've been in their shoes and I know how much it hurts, I know how much you want to keep everything in and how much you'd wish whatever happened didn't happen. Eventually you'll realise that things happen for a reason and you've got to look past the mistakes and, well, basically, stop thinking. I feel so helpless, like I know what they're feeling but there's no way for me to help. It's a process that they have to go through themselves as individuals. I just.. can't bear to see it happen.
Just know that I'm always here for you, whenever you need to talk, rant, cry, or when you just need a hug.
xx
♥
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