hectic

Sooooooooooo..

Okay I'm sure you're all sick of the "sorry for the lack of updates" crap because I throw it around too much hehehe. The reason why I've been so busy is because I really am!!!!!!! I've been working almost everyday, and when I'm not I rather hang out with people I love and also focus on getting my license. Yes, even though I already got my license, I'm getting it again, this time, from my dad. He's the toughest coach EVER. But I understand his heart behind all these, and I'm really thankful that he's teaching me and also so super patient with me. If you know my dad, he is the LEAST patient person in the entire world. I AM SERIOUS. 

I had a whole day to myself today and didn't feel like doing anything much, so, I cleaned the house! Because my parents are overseas (I probably shouldn't mention this...) and there's nobody to do the chores, I did them all. I washed and hung the clothes, vacuumed and mopped the entire house and scrubbed the balcony. Okay it doesn't sound like much because it is not much but I rarely do house chores and it is SO tiring. Did a bit of insanity after that and wanted to go for a jog but I realised I needed to rest because I am SO tired and decided to skip it. WHAT A LOSER. My stamina sucks BUT I WILL GO FOR A JOG I WILL I WILL I WILL. LATER LA OKAY. 

So work has been the same, all my baby girls all have jobs now and we rarely get to meet up now. Really miss school days because we get to see each other every single day and do almost everything together. It just feels like we've all really grew up and moved on with our lives. Okay, it's not as bad as I just made it sound but you get the drift. 

Every relationship starts and ends. For it to last, both parties have got to make it work and put in that extra effort for each other. Relationships aren't about changing yourself completely, but it's also about changing yourselves to be better people, not just for each other but for yourselves. There shouldn't be just one party putting in so much effort just to have it all go to waste. We're 20, it's time to move on and not be the kids we were 4/5 years ago. Well I guess even when people change, things change, there'll still be things that remain the same. It's all about moving on.

YES. 

I WILL GO AND JOG NOW.