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Hiiiiii guys. I'm posting this via my phone because my wifi can't work and as much as I'd really love to blog, I can't and I'm quite pissed because the wifi thing just doesn't work!!!! And also I'm stuck listening to 987 because it's Friday night and 913 always plays weird genres of music that I don't like. Can't listen to my youtube as well because the stupid phone app can't multitask (let the vid play in the back ground).

Okay so I just came back from camp not that long ago and I remembered how much I didn't want to go because I was afraid I won't make friends and I just didn't want to go. But I'm glad I went and made friends that will be so important to me in the next three years.

So uni officially starts on Monday and I don't know how to feel about that. The pressure is definitely on and there's just so much to be done. That just leaves me so little time to have fun and do the things I love doing. It's always that "back to school" feeling after so long that makes you feel like going back is the worst thing ever. Actually the 5/6 month holiday wasn't that exciting since I was mostly working at that hell hole. But it was still time spent with those people at work. Sigh sometimes I talk so much shit that even I get lost halfway.

Glad that I'm moving on without you because that is definitely the best thing to you. What did I ever do to deserve having someone like you as a part of my life for those few months. Definitely thankful that I grew to be more observant of you and I knew when to withdraw the trust I had for you before everything happened. This also proves again that moms are always right and we should all listen to them. This would definitely be the worst decision I made in my entire life and when I look back, I get so mad because I really want to give myself all the slaps that could have possibly helped to open my eyes to see what a person you really are. Moving on did hurt a little but it was also because I was stupid enough to believe all the rubbish that sprouted from that mouth of yours. The only thing I would change? Is for me to realise this sooner. Nevertheless, I'm still extremely proud of myself for getting rid of a huge jerk like you. You don't deserve to be in my life and you have no right to be.