superman

never would have thought someone would mean so much to me, never would have thought i would lose someone who meant that much to me, never would have thought you would be that person, never thought of a billion things until you happened. i feel like i have so many things to tell you, but either i don't dare to, or i know you won't listen. a million things are happening to me, all at once, and all i want is to talk to you, tell you how my day went, tell you what's going on in my life. wait for you to tell me what you think, wait for you to tell me jokes to make me happy, wait for you to tell me i really need to study harder, wait for you to tell me i'm where i've always wanted to be and i should be working towards that, not against it. i can wait, but even if i did, you wouldn't be there. but you're all i want, you're all i need, everything to go through this. people take advantage of every single chance/opportunity they have because they don't want to regret anything. i can't be like that because i care too much about what you think. 

i miss you